look2thesky

I can’t take this anymore. It’s driving me absolutely insane to say the least. My walls still remain covered with every poster of every band known to man, my floor is ten thousand leagues beneath the sea of sweatshirts and needles, and I know I don’t have a problem. I can’t have a problem. There’s no way. The least I can do is sit here with my broken mattress and spill my stupid heart out because I’m too young for this. I can’t take it. I can’t think anymore. I wish I wasn’t at that party. I wish I wasn’t at that party. I wish I wasn’t at that party. ---- Mallory Crawford was an outcast

Dear November, I'm so sorry I'm writing a month late. I ran out of stamps. It's pretty cold up here, because I haven't talked to him in about a month or so. Should I give him a call? Dear Sunset, Why do you bleed rainbows? It must be hard for you-- Rising when people kick you to the g r o u n d forcing yourself to gain energy just to get up again. But you still bleed. Silently. Dear Milky Way, Is it lonely out there? Just you--nobody else but the few tourists that pass you by too quickly to take a glance at your inner beauty. The sadness must kill you. Dear Atmosphere, The air is too cold for me--it chills my lun

Dear October, Why do you make the leaves fall Showering me in yellow and orange Why do you make me so cold Wind blowing Chilling against sun kissed grass Toes wet in the morning dew Why did you come 3 days after the boy With thick rimmed glasses Brown hair messed up to perfection And deep chocolate eyes met my black and white mind Dear Time, Why did you spread us so far apart A muffled beat sounding from my heart Why did you make me hold back, keep me from staying Why did you let authority break me down Giving me looks and a disappointed frown Why did you make me stop dreaming at night He was always in my mind, always in sig

just say it already. youre mute. just listen. youre deaf. look at me. youre blind. youve got me where you want me, naked on your kitchen floor bleeding. JUST TAKE ME ALREADY, damnit. i cant hear you.